Saturday, December 13, 2008

The Woods

                Three young men set out on a journey.  They were best friends who had just graduated high school and were going on a week-long camping trip in the Shenandoah mountains together before they had to part ways.  They did this to make memories, but the memories they made were not what they were expecting. 

The first morning was cool, but not cold.  The first rays of the sun had not yet spilled over the mountains, but it seemed as though they were about to burst from the horizon at any moment.  Andrew unzipped his tent, shook out his boots, put them on, and climbed out.  He was wearing forest green nylon zip-off pants and a flannel shirt.  His hair was brown and cut relatively short so it wouldn’t require any maintenance, but looked decent at the same time.  He wanted to go to business school, run his own company, and make a lot of money.  He was the one who orchestrated this adventure.  Neither Andrew or Carl had ever been backpacking, but they were going to give it a shot.

He walked over to the little clearing they had made where William had already started a fire.  William was the experienced one.  He was an Eagle Scout, and could tie any knot or tell you about any plant you passed while walking in the forest.  He wanted to become an engineer, to find better ways of doing things and help all of society along the way.  He was wearing khaki cargo pants and a black hooded sweatshirt with an under-armor shirt underneath.  He was cooking the eggs they brought on a small camp stove. 

Andrew looked over to the tent he had just left, and shook his head.  Carl was still sleeping.  “You’d think he’d be more of a morning person if he were going to join the army, wouldn’t you,” Andrew said.

William cracked another egg into the frying pan, “Maybe he’s just trying to sleep while he still can.”

Andrew shrugged, “Either way, I’m going to get him up before he misses breakfast.” 

“Be careful, soldiers sometimes react violently when unexpectedly woken.”

Andrew cracked a smile then walked over to the tent.  “I guess I’d better take down the tent since we’re going to be leaving soon!”  He then started taking off the rain fly, the first step in taking down the tent without totally collapsing it.  Carl didn’t respond, so Andrew called over to William, “You sure you didn’t leave anything in the tent?”

                  “Yeah, I’m sure.”

                  “Ok, I’ll take it down, then.”  Just as Andrew was about to release one of the support poles, a voice erupted from the tent…

                  “What?!?... NO!”  There was a moment of intense scuffling inside the tent, then Carl dove out of the front door, still grappling with his military surplus army t-shirt as he put it on.  He hadn’t even bothered to tie his boots, and his belt had missed a couple loops on its way around his waist.  “What were you thinking?” Carl said.

                  Andrew pretended not to hear, “Good morning!  I’m glad you woke up in time, otherwise I might have accidentally dropped the tent on you!”  Carl just scowled.  Andrew walked back over to the fire, “Breakfast is almost ready.”  Carl stood there for a minute, still trying to wake up.  He tied his boots, grabbed his hat from the tent, and walked away to get his pack. 

                  They ate breakfast telling jokes, just enjoying themselves in the woods.  The birds had started to come out, and the light of the sun filtered green through the trees.  They cleaned up breakfast, packed up their gear, and headed out for their next site.  They had decided that the first day should be an easy one, so that they could get used to the lifestyle of camping. 

That day went relatively smoothly; the sun stayed out, but it didn’t scorch them, either.  William encouraged them a couple times to put some lip balm on because that is the worst place to get sunburned.  Neither took his advice.  Still, they found a nice log to sit on for lunch, and arrived at their campsite before three in the afternoon.  Andrew was tired.  He hadn’t been backpacking like this before, and it was harder work than he thought.

The campsite was little more than a strange distended growth of the trail, but it couldn’t have looked more welcome to the guys.  All of them dropped packs, William went to find some firewood, Carl started to look for the dinner packets they had brought, and Andrew decided to catch up on some rest. 

“Hey, its time for dinner.”

Andrew blinked, “Huh?”

Carl was stooped over him, “Its time to eat dinner, you better get your mess kit.”

Andrew got up, and then steadied himself against the tree he was sleeping against.  He stood up to quickly.  Now that he had blood in his brain again, he got his mess kit and went to join William and Carl for dinner.  They ate mashed potatoes and gravy, both from powder, but neither tasted like it.  They also had six apples between them. 

Carl said, “Wow, those packets made enough for an army!”

“Yeah, it was a lot more than I expected,” William said

“Will we be able to eat it all?”

William shrugged, “We’ll find out.”

“What would we do if we had leftovers?” Andrew said.

“Well, normally I’d say we would have to carry it out, but since we have a fire, I guess we could try to burn it.” William said. 

                  “Just so you know, I will do everything within my power” Carl slapped his belly, ”to ensure that we won’t have that problem.”  Everyone laughed.  An hour later, nobody was laughing when they still had one third of their food left over and were ladling it into the fire.  Andrew decided to set up the tent while the other two cleaned up from dinner.  He could hear them talking, arguing slightly, and poking fun at the same time.  They were good friends, they had known each other since middle school, and now they had to go their separate ways.  It was sad, but at the same time it was necessary.  They decided not to put the rain fly on the tent that night because it was a beautiful night.

                  All of them woke up when they found themselves covered in water.  A storm had blown up in the night, and all of them were drenched.  William jumped out and had his boots on before the other two had even figured out what was going on.  Soon all three of them were out in the rain, trying to waterproof the tent, wrap up their gear, and find their rain-suits so they could put them on.  By the time they were finished it was almost light out and they were soaked, but they had managed to rescue most of their gear. 

                  Morning arrived, but the three adventurers weren’t ready to get up.  The morning seemed extremely soggy, but they got the stove going to heat up some water.  They got up late and had much further to walk that day, so they only heated water for oatmeal, sustaining themselves on granola bars and trail mix.  The trails were muddy, and they conversation was nonexistent as they hiked through the soggy woods. 

                  That night they set up camp in silence.  Andrew wished that the day would just end so he could sleep again.

                  Andrew asked, “Hey, does anyone know what’s supposed to be for dinner?”

                  “Same thing we had last night, I’m pretty sure,” William said

                  “Uh, I don’t think that there is any more. “ Carl said

                  Everyone stopped, “What?”

                  “I don’t think there is any more,” Carl said, “we cooked it all last night.”

                  Andrew started to shake, “Are you telling me that we burned tonight’s supper last night?  We stuffed ourselves like pigs because we were eating tonight’s supper?”

                  “I didn’t know that we were having the same thing twice!”

                  William started looking through the packs anyway, “I knew we made too much, I should’ve noticed it when I started cooking.”  Andrew sat down in the mud. 

                  Carl kicked the nearest tree, “I can’t believe we tried to eat all that.  I feel so stupid.”

                  “Its not your fault,” Andrew said, “Its nobody’s fault.  There was just a breakdown of communication, and there’s nothing we can do about it now.  We just have to move on.”  Andrew chuckled to himself.  “Literally.”

                  William pulled a couple bags out of one of the packs, “Well, we haven’t even opened the beef jerky yet, and we have plenty of trail mix, so we’ll just have to have snacks for supper.”

                  “Its better than nothing,” Carl said.  William didn’t bother to build a fire that night; everyone just ate their “Jerky mix” as Andrew named it. 

William decided to turn in early.  “Hey, be sure to hang up anything that the animals might be interested in; we don’t want them getting into the food as we sleep.”

“Where?” They asked.

“It doesn’t matter, just somewhere high enough that nothing can get into it.”

“Ok, we’ll see what we can do,” Andrew replied. 

Despite their best efforts, Andrew and Carl were entirely unable to either find a suitable place, or even get the rope up high enough to hang anything of substance from it, so they decided to give up and say a prayer that nothing would find it.  Both of them crawled into bed and before they could say a word to anyone human or divine, they fell asleep.

In the morning, William was the first one up, and he immediately started working on a fire.  The woods had dried out, and it was much brighter than the day before.  It really helped to lift his spirits, until he saw that the food bags were still on the ground next to the cold fire ring.  As he moved them out of the way, empty wrappers tumbled out of the jagged hole that had recently appeared in the bottom of the bag.  He sat down and put his head in his hands.  As he mustered the courage to look around, he saw that there were empty wrappers all around the campsite blowing like leaves that had just fallen from a plastic tree.  He decided there was nothing he could do about it now, so he quickly pulled any food that had remained intact, then started bagging up all of the trash. 

Andrew was the next one up, and when he saw what William was doing, he just stood there for a full minute.  Finally, William asked, “You gonna help?” 

Andrew came to and said, “Yeah, I’ll help.”

Carl had a similar reaction, though the trash had been mostly collected by the time he got up.  After they had sorted through what was intact, they discovered they had two dehydrated dinners, five granola bars, one bag of trail mix, and a full container of Gatorade drink mix.

“We’re going to starve out here.” Andrew said. 

“No, we’re not” William said.

“How?  I could eat all of this stuff in a day if I really wanted to, and we still have four days left!”

“We can ration it,” William said, “and maybe find something else in the woods.  All of us could probably get enough of a meal from just one of those dehydrated dishes.”

“Ok, that’s two days,” Andrew said, “if we can scratch enough for the other four meals that the dehydrated stuff carries us through.”

Carl, who had been leaning against a tree, only partially participating in the conversation, suddenly stood up.  “Ok, William, how long is the trek we were planning?”

“About 40 miles.”

“And its just one big loop, right?”

“Yes…”

“Do you know how far we’ve come?”

William stared off into the distance, “Well, we got three miles on day one, and probably only four yesterday because of the rain, so about seven.”

Carl turned to Andrew, “Can you hike seven miles in one day?”

“Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, you aren’t saying we should turn back, are you?”  Andrew said.

Carl nodded, “I am saying that.”

William thought for a moment, “Yeah, I think we can do it, especially considering our newfound motivation.”  He smiled.

Andrew started to walk away, “I don’t believe this.”

“Is anyone opposed to going back?”  No one answered.  Carl shouldered his pack.  “Good, lets roll.”

Andrew didn’t notice the light sprinkle of rain that fell, or the sun that dried his clothes afterwards.  They stopped for a very brief lunch, only eating a granola bar and some trail mix.  They hiked all day, but hardly said a word.  Finally, Andrew asked, “Do you know about how much further it is?”

William replied, “We’re almost there.”  Carl started whistling.

“How can you be whistling right now?”  Andrew said.

“I don’t know,” Carl said, “I guess it is so I can try to relax.  I was really scared back there, I didn’t know what was going to happen without any food.”

“Well,” William said, “I’m really glad we turned back.  I’ve never been in this sort of a situation and it was pretty scary.”

Andrew said, “Still, I wish we could have finished the weekend.  I was really looking forward to hanging out with you guys before we go to our separate colleges.  I guess I sort of feel like we’ve known each other since forever, but we don’t really know each other.  We hang out, have fun, but we don’t really understand each other, and I guess I sorta wanted to do that this weekend.”

“Well, what’s stopping us from trying again?” William said, “Sure, it didn’t work this time, but why can’t we just try again for a different weekend?”

Just then, they rounded a corner and the parking lot came into view.  The golden reflections of the sun off of the car hoods never seemed so bright before.  The smell of warm asphalt greeted their nostrils, and they drank it in like chocolate milk.  Andrew had the keys, so he popped the trunk, and dropped his pack into the car.  Carl and William followed suit.  Then the all piled into the car; Andrew drove, William in the front, and Carl in the back.  Carl called home to let them know that they were coming back early. William turned to Carl, “So, how was your first backpacking experience?”

“It was hard, but I’d do it again.”

“In a heartbeat,” Andrew said. 

Copyright 2008 by Tim Brown

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Finals!! Christmas!! Awesome!!!

Finals are finally here!  This is the grand finale of the entire semester!  Once I am finished I can finally finish the year with fun!  Hopefully I won't have any "F"s, unlike this paragraph, which has far too many.  

I really am looking forward to finals week, though.  No classes, semi-late exams (Sometimes), and then I get to go home!  I really can't wait.  

I am actually going to Florida over Christmas week to visit my sister who lives down there.  It will be the first time I have been away from home for Christmas, so that will be an interesting experience.  I don't expect to get very many presents for Christmas, but thats ok.  Presents isn't what Christmas is all about, its just a nice bonus. ;)  I'm really looking forward to seeing my two nephews and niece.  It seems like its been years since I saw them last.  

Time to go!

Friday, December 5, 2008

Guitar!

I just bought my first and very own electric guitar.  It is an All-American Fender Stratocaster.  It is black, and has a pearled black pick-guard.  I bought it from another student at Purdue who was in an accident some time ago and could no longer play guitar as he used to.  It is rather sad, but he wanted it to be used, so he sold it to me.  

I have only been playing guitar for about six months, but I have about ten years of piano lessons backing me up, and that really helps.  I have been playing mostly acoustic, because that is all I've had access to.  I've been playing on my mom's Ibanez from the '70's (I think).  It is really nice, but you can't do some things on an acoustic that you can do on an electric.  Electric is just fun, and this guitar basically dropped into my lap, so I had to take advantage of it.  I'm really looking forward to playing some rockin' awesome stuff.  

My roommate also has an electric, and he's really good at playing it, so I'll probably do some jamming with him in the near future.  He's actually starting a band here, which is really cool.  I don't think I'll be able to get involved, he has everyone lined up and I don't have the time, but it is still cool.  The guitar came with a couple songbooks, so I'll probably be learning some stuff from those in what little free time I have.  

The Things They Carried

The Things They Carried is a short story about soldiers in Vietnam.  They are described not by their looks, or actions, or speech, but by the contents of their packs.  One man carries a can of peaches, because that is one thing he really likes.  The lieutenant carries letters from his love back home.  One man carries tranquilizers and drugs because he is afraid.  They are also described by their psychological burdens, which are reflected in their gear.  

I was deeply impressed with this short story.  I think part of the reason that it resonated so well with me was because I have encountered something remotely similar myself.  I went to Philmont, and we carried everything we needed to sustain us for more than eighty miles over about nine days.  Everything we carried was carefully planned.  If something was missing, we couldn't get a new one.  If we had something we didn't need, then that was extra weight that was unnecessarily wearying us.  Several people cut about half of the handles of their toothbrushes off in order to save weight.  I know about the physical burden these men bore.  

I was equally impressed, though, with his portrayal of their psychological burdens.  Not only were they carrying more than the average person their age could bear for more than a couple miles a day, they were stressed by things most of us have never encountered, and hope not to encounter.  They watched people die, or watched as people died under their hands.  They were sometimes running for their lives.  The didn't know if they'd ever see their family again.  They remembered the faces, and sometimes the expressions on them, of their friends who had fallen in battle. 

One shortcoming it had for me, was that it introduces too many characters too quickly.  It also didn't follow a chronological progression a first, and that was confusing.  For a while, I thought several people had died, not just Ted Lavender.  

After reading this short story, and then later finding out that there is a whole book, even a series of books, I wanted to read more.  It was the only short story that I wanted to read more of once I had finished it.  

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Deck the Halls. Literally!

My RA was the only RA to stay on the guys side of Earhart.  I was happy to discover that he put up Christmas lights all along the ceiling of the entire hall!  I thought that was really cool, because there were absolutely no Halloween decorations on our hall.  No one even drew a ghost on their whiteboards.  Now, everyone is starting to decorate.  Its actually pretty cool.  We've got a few trees, lots of lights, a few snowflake-looking decorations, lights, wrapping paper on the doors, and lots of christmas lights!  

This brings up an interesting topic.  I HATE christmas lights that have been put up before Thanksgiving.  It is just too early!  The Christmas season has been twisted from its original meaning, CHRISTmas.  Jesus' birthday isn't until December 25th!  Why are you putting up lights in November?!?  I guess I wouldn't mind if you put them up early while the weather is warm, but you don't have to plug them in!  Another thing.  As soon as Christmas is over, the tree is next to the curb.  Everything has been taken down even before new years!  The Catholic church celebrates Christmas until January 10th.  Christmas shouldn't be so looked forward to so much that we can't wait until its over.  

Thanksgiving!

Thanksgiving was a very welcome break for me.  I really needed to see my family and friends.  My sister from Florida came up for her 10 year high school reunion, so I was really happy to see her.  She brought her youngest daughter, my niece, and I was really happy to see her, though she was very shy.  My oldest sister who lives in Fishers, IN, also came up to visit.  She brought both of her kids.  

My nephew was completely fascinated with my beard.  I'm pretty sure he's one and two years old right now.  It is far too hard to keep track of time, so I'm not entirely sure.  He is the happiest baby I have ever encountered.  It seems like babies don't too often want to be held by me, but he was happy as a clam when I was holding him, so that was a definite plus.  

We had an uncharacteristically small Thanksgiving dinner at our house on Thanksgiving.  My Grandfather came over for dinner, then my oldest sister joined us at the tail end of it.  After that we had a little bit of down time, but then my aunt, her husband, and two cousins came over for a little while.  We played apples to apples, and that was fun.  

I did a lot of chillaxing with friends, too.  The day I got back, I invited one of my best friends over for s'mores.  It was really good to see him again.  The whole week I'd do some work around the house, then go hang with friends, and it made for an extremely relaxing break.  The work was nice, because it was a sort of returning to the family and my place in it, while spending time with friends is always great.  

Well, now I can't wait for Christmas.  

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Rat Brains?

A friend sent me this a while back. It is a demonstration of neurons from a rat's brain being used to control a robot.  I can't quite decide if it is terribly disturbing or freakishly awesome.  

On the neat side, this could be a technological revolution.  Instead of programming artificial intelligence, we can just plug it in!  According to another site I viewed, they also intend to try inhibiting the cells in ways that resemble Alzheimer's and Parkinson's diseases.  Its medically useful too!

On the downside, what are we messing with?!?  What is to stop someone from putting human brain cells in there instead?  Why don't we just take out someone's brain, and stick them in a robot?  Why don't we have someone's brain control the robot remotely, and put guns on it so we don't have to endanger soldiers?  Who is to say that the robots won't say, "Hey, why do we have to keep listening to these people when we are so much more powerful than they are?"  What are the moral implications of this sort of thing?  

The more I think about it, the more I am scared by it.  No matter how cool and potentially beneficial this might be, I think the risk is a little too high.  

Brothels?!? Thats Terrible!

When I saw the movie "Born into Brothels" I wasn't entirely certain of the definition of the word "Brothel."  I assumed it was just a type of slum, a dilapidated part of town or something.  Then I looked it up.  Yeah, it was worse than I thought.  

I was really saddened by the conditions that the children were forced to live in.  I remember the scene where the little girl is washing the pot with dirty water.  She didn't even have a sponge or cloth to wash with.  It looked like some sort of crumpled scrap of aluminum.  There were several scenes where the kids were being chewed out by their elders; swear words and every other kind of humiliation was present.  On the flip side, the kids were remarkably happy.  After being chewed out, they just brushed it off like it was nothing.  They always had smiles on their faces.  

I think that it was an admirable effort to find a way for these children to get out of the red light district.  It was ultimately up to the children and their parents if they actually went through with it, but it gave them a chance to make a better life.  Making a movie about it does raise awareness of what goes on, but it also exposes the lives of these children to the entire world.  I don't think it is an extremely widely watched movie, but it has still been seen by millions of people.  The children probably didn't have an understanding of what kind of scale they were agreeing to, but the parents might have.  Making a movie like that takes away most of those children's privacy, but they had little to begin with, and it allows the entire world to know how bad it can be.  Hopefully enough awareness will be raised that changes can be made and people no longer need to lead that kind of lifestyle to survive.  

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Mornings

I have found that one of the most challenging parts of the day is the very first one.  Getting up in the morning.  It is such an essential part of the day, and yet very few like to do it!  There is the occasional "Morning Person" who loves getting that fresh start, but college students especially dislike it.  I go to breakfast almost every day, and I've noticed that there aren't many people there, but there are TONS of people there at dinner.  And lots of people at Harrison Grill at midnight or later.  It seems to me that the nocturnal lifestyle is fairly predominant around here.  

I have three 7:30 classes, so I am forced to get up early and regularly.  Many nights I don't get more than a few hours of sleep, but I can usually make up for it because I don't have classes very late in the day most of the time.  I like naps.  Then again, a nap introduces something of a second morning.  You have to get up again!  

I've found that the only way I can consistently be roused by my alarm clock is to set it to radio, turn the volume most of the way up, and put it most below the foot of my bed, on my desk.  The radio is so that it isn't the same sound every morning, and I never get used to it and sleep through it.  It has to be at the foot of my bed because that makes it physically impossible to snooze it or turn it off without getting up.  You might ask, "Well, why not just put it under your bed?  Its still out of arm's reach, and you probably wouldn't have to turn it up so much."  The only problem is that my alarm clock has a wonderful/terrible feature on it.  It has a motion sensor on the front, so anything that passes within about three inches of it will hit the snooze button!  That's great if you have the time to snooze it, but terrible if you don't.  I found that I would use my pillow as an extension to my arm, and just hold it in front of my alarm clock for a second, and it'd snooze!  I had to put it somewhere where I had to get down from my loft, waking me up enough to have the willpower not to go back to bed.  

My mom always called it the "Heroic Moment," and I fully understand why.  

My Ecological Footprint

Tim's Footprint Reults:

Carbon Footprint: Mine/43.8 Acres; U.S. Average/91.4 Acres

Food Footprint: Mine/65.7 acres; U.S. Average/65.7 acres

Housing Footprint: Mine/28.3 Acres; U.S. Average/31.6 Acres

Goods and Services Footprint: Mine/17.4 acres; U.S. Average 57.7 Acres

Total: 155.26 Global Acres

In other words, it would take the resources of 4.00 EARTHS if everyone on the planet lived as I do.

According to this site, the average united states resident lives a lifestyle that would require the resources of five earths.  I thought that was pretty outlandish, so I tested the site to see how honest they would be.  I went through and answered every question in the most environmentally friendly way possible, just to see if you could get below one earth.  Well, it turns out you can.  It spit out that we'd only need 0.39 earths.  Ok, so it sounds like it is possible.  I agree that many people use more resources than is necessary, and the world could not currently sustain such usage if it were more common.  What this doesn't take into accout, though, is that we will become better at producing food and the like with what we have, and that as more people gain the use of higher technology, production will increase as well.  Granted, there is only so much iron or aluminum on Earth, so we will eventually run out, but that will be hard to do.  

One thing that does concern me, though, is the space that is being used for trash.  There are very few ways to make trash dissapear once it has been generated.  I have heard, though, that there are some new factories that produce ZERO trash.  There isn't even a trash can in the place.  Thats very cool.

I think that Americans can be very much over the top.  My brother in law works for a landscaping company in Florida, and it is simply insane.  He helped with the landscaping on one house that had three tiers, each with its own swimming pool surrounded by palm trees that were paved in.  Another house had a garage with a turntable for all of the cars.  Yes, it would spin and spit out whatever car you wanted to drive from one place.  And they had more that one car, so they actually used it, too.  Disgusting.  

On the other side, my aunt owns a health food store, so I can definitely see the eco-friendly American as well.  There was one point where she was considering replacing part or all of the parking lot with grass-covered structurally sound pavers.  They just got solar panels installed on the roof, too.  Its a really neat place.

I think that Americans are capable of it, and the way things are moving right now we'll probably see a greener America in the near future.  

Monday, December 1, 2008

Mac vs. PC vs. Linux!

     Many people have strong emotions about their preferred OS (Operating System).  Mac advocates seem to be the most passionate, though, so I'll start there...

     It seems to me that Mac is widely considered the "expensive" OS.  Its for those rich people who don't know what they're doing, or the super smart people who really know what they're doing.  I'd say that has some truth, but not quite to that extreme.  Mac seems to be the most capable OS to me.  Its only drawback is that it doesn't have many games.  This can be good or bad.  You won't be tempted to play games, but you won't be able to if you have the time, either.  I've noticed that the price is reflected in the computer specifications, balancing out their cost.  There is no such thing as a puny mac computer.  The only ones that lack processing power are more than five years old, which is old by any computer standard.  Mac has jumped several compatibility hurdles by making their new computers with intel processors, just like PCs.  On campus, I've seen just about as many macs as PCs, so I think they are slowly taking the lead in the computer world.  Apple is also very nice about customer service, too.  Viruses are not enough of a issue to worry about, which is very nice.

     PCs.  Windows.  Everyone is familiar with it, because it is everywhere!  There are no compatibility issues, because everyone uses it!  The only problem with Windows is that it the most highly used, and the most attacked by hackers.  I'm told that the programming behind Windows is worse than terrible, but I can't say that with complete certainty.  It does seem to crash quite a bit, and have all sorts of general problems, though.  Then again, its easy to find help because everyone uses it!  I'm sure all of you use Windows on a regular basis, so I'll leave it at that. 

     Linux.   No one quite knows what it is, it seems.  The general understanding is that its that "Other OS" that remains a complete mystery.  In fact, Linux is just the name for the core building block upon which many Operating Systems are made.  Ubuntu, Fedora, Red Hat, SusE, Lindows, and others are all grouped under the general umbrella of "Linux."  I have personally used Ubuntu (which uses GNOME as a GUI [Graphical User Interface]) and Kubuntu (Which is basically the same as Ubuntu, but uses KDE instead of GNOME).  I personally like Kubuntu better, but that is entirely personal preference.  The nicest thing by far about Kubuntu and the like is it is completely and totally FREE!!!!!  I received a Windows computer that had been totally loaded with viruses, and they said I could do whatever I wanted with it.  I put Kubuntu on it, and it is still running now.  Kubuntu seems to be the least stable OS, but it is also the most customizable.  If you break something, then you have to fix it yourself, but it isn't as hard as it may seem.  It is designed to be altered and changed, so it is very user friendly in that way.  It isn't nearly as user friendly if you're just trying to use it, though.  It isn't too much like Windows or Mac, but it isn't totally dissimilar, either.  I just had to figure it out, but that wasn't too hard.  All of the programs are free, games, word processing, graphics editing, media playback, you name it.

    Kubuntu is probably my favorite OS, but it isn't very compatible, so I got a MacBook.  I really like it, but I did install Windows on a partition so that I could do some gaming and other Windows-only stuff.  If I get the chance, I'm going to put another partition on it and put Kubuntu, because its just so much fun to play around with.  

A W;tty Encounter

     When I heard that Margaret Edson was coming to Purdue, I was amazed.  I don't know why, but I've always thought that authors are very rarely seen.  They just sit in some strange corner of the universe and write, and write, and write.  When I learned that she is actually a teacher, and that this is her only work, I was dumbfounded!  How could this brilliant person come out of nowhere, write this awesome play, and then teach little children...  I guess teaching small children takes more brainpower than I thought.  

     When I first saw her, I thought she looked like the picture of a schoolteacher.  I am reminded of Miss Minchin from A little Princess, though Edson is much nicer than she was.  Another thing that intrigued me about her was her outlook on the characters.  She, the author, used everything in the play to pull and sway Vivian, the protagonist in W;t .  It was almost as if Vivian was a living person who had to be lead by Edson acting as "God" in this situation.  I was amazed with the depth and clarity with which the play was brought to life, while this is her only work.  

Amazing...

     I suppose the only question I would ask is what influenced her to write with that perspective.  Did it just come naturally?  Was it almost like leading one of her brilliant but relatively stubborn students?  Was there a specific person who she wanted to get through to, so she let it out on paper?  Whatever the motivation, I think it is very cool.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Fun Text Stuff

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Here is another cool website: ASCII Art Generator.  All you have to to is give it a picture, and it will turn it into ascii text!!  Here is my picture in ASCII art!!

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                                                                 GlassGiant.com

Not too shabby, eh?

Do you ever come across those scrambled words that you just can't un-scramble?  Well, here is your solution.  If you go to that website, it'll unscramble just about any word.  I like it a lot.  

Well, thats all I've got, I sure hoped you enjoyed it!  If you come across anything that you particularly like, feel free to post a comment with it!

P.S.  Don't try to plug the flipped text back into the word flipper so you can read it.  I tried it, and it doesn't work.  ¡ʎɹɹos

What I Was Voting For

Bear with me here, I seem to take a fairly controversial stance on these things. 

This election has been an interesting one.  I really wasn't able to find what I was looking for in a candidate this election.  I look for strong family values, I am very pro-life.  I do not agree with contraceptives or in-vitro fertilization.  I also do not agree with gay marriage.  Divorce should be nearly impossible to obtain.  I do also look for the ability to lead the nation, but these attributes eclipse the others in my eyes.

I believe that the family is the basic building block for all of society.  If the family disintegrates, then there will be no well-formed children who will grow up into productive individuals, and the entire nation will collapse.  

Before I go further, I will give you my definition of family.  A family is a man and a woman joined in marriage for the purpose of raising children and bringing them and each other to God.

Abortion is not family supportive.  There is no family if there are no children.  I believe that life starts at conception, so it is murderer as well.  Contraception has a similar effect.  In-vitro fertilization allows a woman to have children without being married, which is not a family.  A union between two men or women is not marriage either.  From a purely physical standpoint, it just doesn't work!  There is no way to have children naturally from such a union.  Also, mothers and fathers each contribute different things do the development of a growing child.  Men are typically more physical, and women are more social.  Without that balance, children do not develop properly.  

Even though neither of the candidates held the same moral values as I, one was closer than the other, so I did vote for him.  I will be praying for the president, whether I voted for him or not.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Video Games

     Video games.  I have been playing video games for as long as I can remember.  The first one I ever played was on our ancient computer.  The only thing it did was make interesting patterns on the screen whenever you pushed any button on the keyboard.  We always had a terrible time trying to exit it, though, because all of the keys were neutralized so that a toddler could just mash the keys and watch the screen change colors, and never exit the program.  That was its entire purpose.  Good times.  That computer had some of best games.  Nibbles, Gorillas, Tut's Tomb, Pepper's Adventures in Time, Commander Keen (1), and a couple others.  Its really funny, though.  That computer had an eight megabyte hard-drive.  That hard drive was the size of a small book.  My flash Drive holds four Gigabytes.  Amazing.  
     It seems to me that video games have become part of our culture, yet I don't think they've been around for more than 30 years or so.  I'm amazed at the speed at which the world is changing right now.  I think it is the ability to communicate which makes it possible, but I'm getting off topic.  
     I disagree with the people who say that graphics are what gaming is all about.  Granted, they do help, but the gameplay itself is what truly makes or breaks a game.  Some of my favorite games have poor, or even no, graphics.  Take ADOM, for example.  It is a rogue-like game, and everything is text.   EVERYTHING .  Its free, so you can download it here if you like.  It is so deep, people are always finding different tricks and nooks and crannies.  The most amazing thing, though, is that one person wrote the whole game.  Just for fun!  I wish I could do that.  

Monday, November 10, 2008

NoSHAVEember

I'm sure some of you noticed I've been a little "scruffy-looking" lately.  I decided to participate in No-Shave-November, aka NoSHAVEember.  I heard about it through my roommate when I didn't shave for a few days near the end of October.  I immediately became an advocate.  
I've heard of a couple different origins of the month.  Originally my roommate told me it was a way of remembering the Pilgrims during this Thanksgiving time.  Thats cool.  I also looked it up on wikipedia, and apparently Australia calls it Movember, like "Mustache" and "November" put together.  As the name implies, they only grow out their mustaches, not full beards.  It raises awareness of Men's health and the like.  Some cool trivia.  
Then I got to looking at beard stuff, and someone (I don't remember who) showed me the world-record holding beard growers on this website.  Wow, that is a lot of beard.  I know I wouldn't be able to grow that much beard, or take care of it.  Thats just crazy, and crazy awesome at the same time.  
I really don't know how my family will react when they see me at Thanksgiving.  They know I'm doing it, but it will still certainly be an interesting encounter....

Monday, November 3, 2008

McCarthyism

I admit, I really didn't know much about McCarthyism when group 1 announced their topic.  I think that there is a very interesting connection between their topic and our topic, the internment of the Japanese Americans.  In both cases, there were strong feelings against a nation with whom we were at war.  In a nutshell, McCarthyism claimed that everyday people, and even some government officials, were Nazis who were trying to infiltrate the US and transform us under our very noses.  It turns out these facts were largely groundless, but the force and charism that McCarthy portrayed was enough to sway the people in his favor.  

If memory serves, Chad was looking into the role that McCarthyism played with our foreign relations at that time.  I don't know what the final verdict is, but iI do find it very intriguing.  How much did people really buy into McCarthy's story?  Did everyone, including those in office, listen and adjust their behavior?  I think it is fascinating how much people can be swayed with an idea, even if it doesn't have ground behind it.  Are there any ideas going around now that apply in the same fashion?  How many of our political leaders are standing on emptiness?  Its our job to know, but they don't want us to if they are.  Why don't people just tell the truth?

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Fall Broken

My fall break wasn't nearly as relaxing as I had hoped it would be.  I didn't bring any clean clothes home, because it was all dirty in the form of laundry.  The first thing I saw when we drove up was the grass.  It was long.  I was sad.  I also discovered that we were renovating the bathroom at the end of the hall, so the bathroom I used to have almost entirely to myself had been completely taken over by my sisters.  There were other various items that had been deposited in my room which didn't really belong there, so it didn't quite feel like my room anymore.  I did get a good night's sleep, though, and that was a welcome change from the normal college day.
After I got up on Saturday, we started working on the bathroom.  We took out the toilet, because we were replacing the floor.  That was interesting.  I tried to shut the water to the tank off, but it didn't work.  What makes matters worse, the seal between the tank and the bowl broke, so water started leaking everywhere, and we had to clean that up.  Ewwww.....  Long story short, we eventually got it out.  
The rest of my break largely consisted of doing nothing, or getting ready to go back.  I had to go shopping to get a few more college needs.  I got a new pair of shoes for the first time in years.  I didn't realize it until after we bought them, but they are black and gold, so that was an unintended bonus.  
I'm sure this sounds far worse than it actually was.  It was really good to see my family again, and just the change of pace was nice.  I liked going to church at my home parish, and seeing some of my friends that haven't gone to college yet was really nice too.  I had a good break, it just wasn't what I expected it to be.  

Monday, October 27, 2008

My "Holey" Uncle

     This is a paper I wrote after interviewing my uncle awhile back.  I really like it because I feel it really captures his character in many ways.  It also lets you get a little look at what my extended family can be like.  I hope you enjoy it.  

     My Uncle has always been interested in the earth.  His uncle Roger sent him a book for Christmas every year, and these books were usually about geology.  Leo doesn't know why they were about geology, but he always found the books extremely interesting.  His fascination in the earth was often manifested by his digging around, where he discovered neat things.  
     His first digging adventure occurred at the age of four or five when he was digging with a soppn in his front yard by the sidewalk.  He found something.  "I didn't know what it was, just a little nodule of some sort."  He brought it inside and set it on the radiator in the kitchen.  As it turns out, it was a grasshopper egg case.  When it warmed up on the radiator, all the grasshoppers hatched!  What made matters worse, the kitchen floor was an old linoleum with little specks on it.  "You could drop a piece of toast on the kitchen floor and lose it," he said.  All the practically invisible baby grasshoppers started hopping around the kitchen and into the rest of the house.
     He kept digging as he grew older.  He decided to dig a bomb shelter in the crawl-space of their house.  He had an electric light on an extension cord so he coulc see as he dug.  "The dirt was real hard, it's like clay when you get just down beneath the surface of the topsoil.  It's just solid clay, really hard to dig because there's no toom with the floor joists above your head.  But it was fun," he says.  Years later a mechanic came to fix the dryer vent and had to do a bit of work in the crawlspace.  He went down below, and after a couple minutes came up and said to my grandmother, "Lady, do you know there's a big hole underneath your house?"  It is still there to this day.
     My uncle soon started another hole in one corner of the backyard.  He says it was about six feet deep and roughly four feet across.  He found some near tocks and was amazed to find earthworms down there, six feet down in the solid clay.  He put a 2x6 board across "the hole," as it was named, to help prevent people from falling in.  It didn't work too well.  His younger sister tried to ride a tricycle across the board, and she fell into the hole.  He was forced to fill it in, "But, I put a cigar box down there, and I put in some trinkets.  I couldn't even tell you what I put in there, maybe a dime and who knows what else."  He was about ten or twelve.
     After these adventures, Leo moved on from the books given to him by his uncle, to those required by his professors.  He went on to get his Master's degree in Geology.  He now knows that the clay he had to dig through is termed "Glacial till," because it was deposited by the glaciers in the ice age.  He no longer has time for digging holes, but still enjoys finding rocks, identifying plants, and learning about the world around him.  

Thursday, October 23, 2008

High School History Books

I recently looked up the Japanese American internment in five different books, and all of them mentioned it to some degree.  Several of them had about a page of material covering the internment, and most had pictures.  Only one, however, mentioned the non-internment of the Japanese Americans in Hawaii.  I thought that they usually gave a good overview of the Japanese-American internment.  Different books took different aspects of it and focused on them, which I thought was very interesting.  Even though they were all taking the same time in history, different books chose to look at different angles, and to highlight different aspects within the limited space available.  All of them put little to no blame on President Roosevelt, while some people believe that he was largely responsible for it.  The only things that I would change if I were writing these passages would be to say that President Roosevelt just "Gave the order to..." instead of "Based on strong recommendations from the Military..."  or "President Roosevelt eventually responded to the growing hysteria."  Why can't the truth be more clear?  Why does everyone have to put a spin on what they say and write?  I wish I knew.